Tuesday, January 12, 2010
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Releasing my stress~~
Bye.
2:07 PM
I cant take this.
Why does it always have to be me?
Why of all people must it even be me?
Okay..i need to calm down.
I just dont get it. Youre making me confused.
Youre making me stressed out.
I really dont understand at all.
Would you kindly help me to explain what is this all about?
Haiss, its okay my dear.
Even though i dont get it.
Im not gonna give up on you.
No matter how long it may take for you to settle down.
I just dont want this to happen.
Spare a thought, i really dont understand.
I can just cry, thinking about it again.
Is it really me?
1:50 PM
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
There are alot of things that i wish to question.
Alot of things i wish to knoww.
Alot of things i wish you'd tell me.
But there are just some things that are not meant to be asked.
For which there are always consequences to your actions.
I kept mumm about it, although i am very eager to ask.
And there are some of your actions that prove and answer some of my questions.
But i want to hear it from you alone and no one else.
My heart hurts deep inside, you cant notice cos you cant see.
But maybe she was your past but i am your present.
But doesnt mean you should hide your actions and pretended i didnt see them.
Its too much of an obvious my dear.
There are alot of things i know that you think i dont.
However, like i said, every action has its consequences.
And i make myself the decision of just to keep quiet and not ask.
Even though it hurts real bad and even though i am no one to you.
Remember that i still exist and you cant deny the actual fact.
Here, no one should know, no one should ask, because its me who wants to release these unexplainable feelings to myself and only me.
Cos no one can understand, no one would want to hear my rants.
Especially you, cos you will not understand in my point of view.
Im happy, im glad, im on cloud nine when im with you.
But sometimes just the thought of it hurts but i smile with pain.
Nevertheless, it doesnt make me love you lesser or hate you more.
Because me, i just want to shower you with love, make you smile, whatever that i can do to make you happy so that you would never ever forget me and i can be at ease if you were to go.
At least i know i had done my part.
Lets take this slow, just stay by my side as long as you can and i will to.
Just stay for now yeaa. ((:
I miss youuu.
6:18 PM
Kittie Perry, ♥
