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Thursday, April 30, 2009

The sky is pouring as i type.....
And drinking hot mochaaaa... mhmmm....
So much things happened in so little time.
School's been pretty hectic even though its only the 2nd week of school.
Which practically equals to the loads of assignments that i had to accomplish in order to, well, stay in this school. Which includes the projects too..
Even though there aint any exams fer my course, it still doesnt make a difference.
Last weekend, i merely had an hour of sleep doing this troublesome Brick Boy of mine.
I had to draw and cut and paste and paint.
Although it may seem or sound easy, it takes alot alot alot alot...(never ending) time.
And PATIENCE! Lack of sleep is what i have to bear fer 3 years straight. -.-
And yesterday, i had to do my final Brick Boy which i only had half and hour of sleep.
BECAUSE WHY? I thought that i start lesson at 8 which then i woke up at 6.
BUT BUT, when i was in the train.
Something got into my mind. Something's wrong.
Couldnt possibly my Oral Communication last fer 4 hours which is impossible.
Then it got me! I start lesson at 10! NOT 8! -__________-"
I know, im such a beloh plus idiot. THIS I BLAME DUE TO THE LACK OF SLEEP!
WHICH MADE MY MIND GO CRAZYYYY...
Okay stop!
So here i am, in school, alone, typing these shitzxzxz, and still it is raining...
I could have gotten a longer sleeep!!! Dang. :(
Okay there's something which i would like to mention about.
Its Carl's Junior advertisements in the mrt.
Im sure you guys know whats Carl's Junior is.
So yeah, here's the thing.
The advertisement/poster in the mrt is all on Carl's Junior.
Its about their new thick beef(?) burger.
And as i was looking around the cabin, first thing i saw was obviously the burger.
Then i looked around....
First poster: "Some like it long. But most love it thick."
(????????) I was like? It sounded wrong at the first impression, yes.
Next poster : "So thick it will tear something in you."
(????) Now what's this?! Something's wrong with their mind when theyre doing the advertisement, yes.
Another poster: " Open as wide as you can say: 'Ah...' "
(??????) Okay, definitely something is wrong.
Dont the people in the same train realise it the way i do?
Or maybe its because they dont look at things in a different point of view.
Maybe its just an advertisement, so who really bothers to read it up, maybe just a glance through.
Okay, i dont have issues with it. BUT it just sounds sooooo wrong!
Im guessing they were horny at that point of time. HAHAHAH.
Oh yeah, two of my friends have mentioned to me that there's someone in ITE Dover who looks exactly like me! Which obviously i havent seen her.
And is there such people who looks exactly the same as you?
I have to see with my own eyes to believe it.
But they really say she looked like me. (?)
Her name's Aisyah(?)/Aishah(?), whichever.
I would wish to see her face to face one day.
That would be like 0.0? Seeing my own face. HAHA.
But she's abit taller :( and abit more meaty(?) than me.
Meaty? WTH. HAHA. (Due to the Carl's Junior advertisement, haa)
Okay, im becoming more insane right now.
I NEED A LONGGGG SLEEEEEEP......
Good thing no school tomorow! Wheee.
Oh one last thing, there's this one person whose like a stalker reading all my previous posts from the start i guess?
IS IT YOU?! HAHA.
Im insaneeeeee, yes.
And the person took my photos too!
I know who you are. Lets see if you read this post someday!
MUAHAHAHAHA!
Bye! <333


8:31 AM

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Went to the gig at Odiocrib yesterday which made me suffered like hell.
Watch him performed.
At least i managed to see him.
Met him two days ago fer the first time and we chilled at Dhoby.
Cant wait to meet him again on Wednesday. :D
School's gonna start on Monday lei!
Sucks big time.
Will be busy when school starts. :(
Anyways, after the gig, rushed off to ECP fer Izzat(Sultan's Of The Rising)'s pit.
Happy 19th birthday dude!
A pity i couldnt stay(as always), but i had fun as usual with them.
Played SNAP and TWISTER, my favourite game. Haha.
Went home after a tiring day.
Aint there any cute/hot guys in school?! HAHAH.
Okay goodnight!


4:05 AM

Thursday, April 16, 2009

A nice soothing song to listen to. This song will be popular one day, i think. Come On by Green River Ordinance. I dont know if it is popular now, well not in spore yet maybe. Just like how i first listened to Check Yes Juliet by We The Kings when it wasnt that popular. Anyways, do ignore the intro part, its not part of the song... School is okau so far i guess. The people in my group arent that fun but what im just looking forward to is my common foundation in semester one. From graphic designs to photography to drawings in charcoal and even nude drawings. Muahaha. This is the reason why i chose my course as the first choice cos it is what i really love to do, drawing&sketching. Whoo. Not bcos of the nude drawings okay, i know what youre thinking! Haha. Next week will start, i cant wait. Why oh why must my group be my classmates. -____- I always get the -.- ones. Bleaah. And i still need a job. Im broke already, buying all my materials fer school with MY own money, not even a cent from my parents. :( And let me tell you, materials for design courses arent cheap. :( :(



8:44 PM

Saturday, April 11, 2009

To whom it may concern,
Alot of things to do, im stressed.
Laptop still hasnt configurate. -.-
Its still in shitzxz. Hais....
On a brighter note, cant wait to catch Sultans Of The Rising at Odiocrib later today.
Especially on their first live, new original song which is superb.
Headbanging in the middle part, uhuhh. Haha.
Err, then i have to rush to catch Aziz's gig at Cineleisure.
Gosh. I wonder what i'll do at that time.
Hide in one corner and watch them play, yes. -.-
Err okay, i cant wait then.
Monday start orientation!
Gonna see familiar faces. Gonna see Ray! Ex-classmates too!(Okay no need)
Err, too bad and im lucky(i think), not to be in the same class as my ex-classmate who's in the same course as me. Haha! Phew~
Stupid laptop, ergh, get it done and over puhleaseeee. Ergh. *strangles..the laptop*
And the first song(not good enough for truth or cliche; EscapeTheFate), i cant seem to get a clue to where i heard someone played the song, somewhere somehow. Yes, i have amnesia. Whatever.
With love;


2:55 AM

Friday, April 10, 2009

School's gonna start soon enough.
Everything's gonna be different.
Managed to see David Archuleta a few days ago.
The crowd were so supporting as they covered most of the shopping mall, Iluma.
Went to LiveNLoaded's last episode, managed to see quite alot of familiar faces.
At last, its over.
I still think that Broken For This Cycle doesnt deserve that only-one-in-the-world acoustic guitar.
Hmms, it seems like we took our separate ways now.
But this song just reminds me each and everytime.
Sorry i do not have the song as i couldnt get it in my playlist.
Escape The Fate had always have the awesome songs from album to album.
Oh well, anyways, i owe alot of pictures but still, i couldnt get a grip of the memory card reader anywhere. Its always playing hide and seek with me. -.-
Harder Than You Know - Escape The Fate
You said this could only get better
There's no rush cause we have each other
You said this would last forever
But now I doubt if I was your only lover
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy
How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I'll go away (I'll go away)
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain
So where's the fire? You've become the rain
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you're driving me so crazy
And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go (I guess I'll have to go)
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)
So I'll make the call
And I'll leave today
I'm gonna miss you cause I love you baby
And I'll make the call
I'm leaving today
And leaving always drives me crazy
Leaving always drives me crazy
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know (Yeah)
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy
And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl You're driving me so crazy
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy


1:01 PM

Monday, April 6, 2009

I hoped fer a brand new day, and yes i got it. Thank you.
Sunday was a better day as i accompanied Sultans Of The Rising to jam at Old Wlds Interchange.
Chilled at hardcourt after that, and a few of us sang our hearts out.
Im glad i did. Thanks guys. (:
Monday was a dull day as i sleep half the day away.
And woke up watching tevee till the late hours.
Im a lazy cat, i admit.
Im left with these last days of the week to enjoy myself before i'll get busy with my school from next week onwards.
And thats just what i'll do.
I am who i am, and i trust people to accept me.
I dont expect to change myself fer the sake of someone unless i really have to.
But when some do that, they wont be appreciated.
I know how honest i am during that period but its a pity that you dont see it my way.
Ive given my best.
And this is what i get whenever my feelings are true.
I hang out with different types of people each time.
But now, im heading back to those whom been there fer me all these while.
I'll see you when i see you then.


9:50 PM

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Im angry.....with myself.
Blaming myself fer all that happened.
Its my fault, i shouldnt even said it in the first place.
Now something that i want, shattered in an instance.
I knew that this day would come, but not that soon.
So i'll just have to walk away though i dont want to.
And i managed to released myself after eons of holding tears.
So its the end now, even after two days ago i was happy and grateful, but in just a milisecond, End of Story.
No such thing as happy endings.
Now, im back to square one. "Yay!" :'(
But my feelings were sincerely true, its a pity fer me, but it will never stop.
Not loving you is harder than you know.


1:51 AM


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