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Thursday, January 24, 2008

16 jan, his mother's bdae. ate at sakura. ^^

pictures of the hidayahs'

a day out together since 5 or 6 years ago.

shahidah couldnt make it.

special thanks to hidayah goh fer the photography day last sunday.

~today~

damn damn damn!

i got c6 fer my emaths siaaaa. pffft. :(

*sobs* im happy fer this one sec 5 girl in my sch,

she's one of the top 5 students in spore! hw great.

just thinking of how it goes later on this year just give me the goosebumps.

oh well, i hope those who took their results today will have tears of joy.

gotta study gotta study.

!!!!!!!

BYE.

Labels: blog went insane .

9:00 PM

Monday, January 21, 2008

Happy Sweet 16 to DeeDivya!

*hugs* 16 already! ^^

okay i knowwww.

i havent been updating. nearly a week.

alot of stuffs has happened. many photos to upload.

i just didnt have the time. school, homework, going out. im tired.

im dead tired. everyday there is always something to do.

morning school, afternoon do homework, meet bf till night.

so yeah. my routine repeats itself everyday.

alright. i'll upload photos when im free.

which i may not knw yet when.

O' lvl results coming soon! i wish gd luck to those who took it.

including my maths O. i knw i cant get A2. fat hope i tell ya.

so yeah. suspense and nervous in me.

anyway im not sure whether isit me?

that causes every problem to happen.

i really dont knw. yes maybe its my fault. no maybe not.

no offence, im easily jealous. so bear with me.

kitty cat will scratch yaa. RAWR.

okay okay. im in the sleepy mood.

wait fer my updates then. byeeeee.

i love you ridzwan. ♥

Labels: i love you more than anything.

11:26 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

i was night-dreaming.

this is shee. the girl who wanting to meet me. tralala.

this is fee. new friend larh dey. ^^

this is the girl whom i love; maira bby. ♥

caught ya.

maira's pretty. yes i knw.

at last. one that i can accept.

today's pic;

updates here. on friday.

my monthsary. we didnt celebrate. yes. we did not.

lets just take it like im used to it. fer the past months.

cos celebrated his friend's birthday instead, ren.

i was sad. really. i mean my bdae nothing special ahh.

then its like..gaahhh. ferget bout it. hais. so on sat, got dance prac at bedok. i shall not tell you what dance.

supposingly to meet hidayah and syahidah after tht but since one got cramps.

we'll shift it to another day.

met maira bby instead.i was happy and that was it.

but waited and waited fer how many hours i may not count.

waiting fer her bf larh. guys. tsk.

saw sofea, rara, fikk, RYNN![gawd i miss her].

and many others. there was this person, i shall not say who. i'll call it as person A.

saw A and waved. right in front of A. but...

A saw me but turned to A friend and asked who am i like A dont knw who the heck i am.

cb. im sorry. but not happened once but twice.

abeh ingat bf aku abeh tak ingat aku ah. knn.

people change;

so i left to meet venom go outram.

for jamming with his bandmates.

went home and it was already today.

woke up early in the morning 7 plus go dance.

got performance larh at wedding.i saw dewisutra there.saw her sis too.

tired and sleepy, went back home get my books and went out.

go study. alone, yet again. dont pity me.

i culdnt finished all my hmwk. till now.

im tiredd leh. got compo, maths, english, ss and others.

pity me now. :(

*dead~

there. happy now?

Labels: my life is dead .

10:45 PM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

one hour and 21 mins more till 11 jan.

you may not know, but its my monthsary with venom.

not 050607. but 110607.

happy yes, we've been together fer 7 months already.

not a year plus or how long you guys thought it was.

7 months only.

we've been through ups and downs.

argued, quarrelled, disagreed, jealousy,

loved, affection, passion, emotion, adored, appreciation.

though it seems like alot alot of things has happened.

but i dont want it to affect us. of course not.

youre busy, and so am i. we rarely meet i accepted that and trying to adapt it.

im sorry but im a lady. its what every girl need.

im sorry ive been a burden or created problems to you.

its because i love you and i never want to lose you.

you are too precious i cant bear to see anyone else with you.

for thou are mine; besides your family.

i miss you a zillion times more than you do. its true.

i shed my tears fer you.

and i would rather die first than to see you die before me.

im too used being close with you, i can never be apart from you.

not even for a short distance.

i dont knw why. but i think the problem lies with me.

that everytime causes things to happen.

i swear like a bad habit i miss you.

i tend to go crazy bcos i love you.

i tend to speak nonsense bcos words cant express my love to you.

i tend to cry bcos i cant bear to lose you.

i tend to make you angry bcos i wanna see how much you love me too.

i tend to say this to make you and me realise.

that we love each other very much.

i cant bear to even lose you.

dont you leave me.

dont you leave me alone.

dont you let me die.

dont you let me die in regret.

dont you love me.

dont you love me, cos i do.

i hope we'll just stay happy as long as we can.

promise me you'll be there for me.

dont you ever bid gd bye to me.

i have always love you all this while.

since the first day i met you.

for there shall not be the last day.

are you willing to be here fer me, always?

i just want you to be happy.

thats all i can ask for.

i had never loved someone as much fer you.

i treasured every moment we had.

lets all be happy and make a happy ending last.

i never want to be alone;

i never want this to happen;

Happy 7th monthsary bby. ♥ ♥

my bro gg ns tomorow. i shall wish him luck. sorry i cant send you off cos im schling.

we shall miss you. ♥

Labels: monthsary; i love venom.

10:39 PM

Monday, January 7, 2008

uhuh. been a long time since i post.

been busy and lazy lately.

i'll just talk bout updates fer the past few days.

on sat, followed my bf and his band to four toes fer jamming.

had coffeebean, then lepaked with them till 2 plus. first time gue balek lambat gitu sii.

on sunday, i went to lib to study. i saw yuna darling at mac there!

gawd, she's the prettiest i can say. ^^

i kept thinking on what am i to write about NE competition on story writing.

first i thought of writing about baby boom. a mother having soo many childrens. then cancel.

i did poa hmwk instead. went home and tried to crack my brain fer the compo, still unsuccessful.

i wanted to copy a story frm internet about you choose how you live your life.

we have the choices to do everything in life, it depends on you to choose.

my sis bf said it has nothing to do with NE and they might find out that i copied.

i swear it took me hours to think of what to write!

so he said write about my mother.

how she worked everyday, help family, yada yada.

then think back, eh. it also got nothing to do with NE. but who cares.

i ended up finishing it at 3 plus in the morn.

yes, and i have to wake up at 6 then. tired bodohhh.

school was okay today. but i dont understand my phy teacher.

she taught us in sec 1 and now sec 5. first and last year?! i have never liked her.

her teaching; i can fall asleep, yes. and the way she talked, i shall never say.

and! someone stole my physics wkbk! fcuk you whoever stole it. it was gone when im back frm recess.

i did a few homework today at lib. saw lan and jenny at causeway. jenny's cute! [:

and yes, i studied alone this year, like last year. A-L-O-N-E. teman me study larh? kiddings.

i want my bf to teman me larhh. :(

too bad he's working and we rarely meet! this week i dont think i can meet him. *sobs.

cos now every fri i got extra class fer malay. this fri gg open hs at nanyang poly.

then this sat i got dance. and supplementary classes will start soon.

how how? cant meet at all larh like that. hais. :"( *sobs sobs*

and currently girls commenting him. geram but i love you still.

and i only had one meal today which is at 10 plus. i didnt eat anything in the morn and afternn.

im broke, thats the reason!

anyway i borrowed baby blues frm lib. fav comics besides mutts.

its Baby Blue Framed. got alot of their books and its thick i cant decide which to choose.

at least that will keep me occupied. and im more then halfway done already. [:

BYE;

i knw he loves tht fake plastic body than mine. hpmh! LOL. [kidding larhs]

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