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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

i cant wait to meet you tomorow; bf.

after like 4 days of not meeting.

i miss you soooo much bby.

i really do.

every day and night i think of you.

i love you soo much.

and i will nvr let you go out frm my life.

youre my everything.

and 5 months have past.

we still have more to go.

my heart beats fer only you.

and you know that.

youre my muffin.

my cute cute little muffin.

i love you bby.

♥♥♥

11:49 PM

omg. i really had a fun day with my gf; myra yest.

a date with myra! [ticked]

and we didnt plan to wear yellow okays.

so we went to city hall.

to eat. to talk.

to play arcade.

to camwhore.

ouh and to joke too.

and omg. she's younger than me.

but she's like wayyy taller than me.

fer once i felt really short. LOL.

myraa; i can nvr ferget bout your 'clarke quay' joke.

ahaha.

ilyyyy gf. ♥

enjoy the photos;

and today; 28 nov.

my old friend; nisha; blackangel.

she msg me to follow her to causeway.

like omg. the sudden msg frm her.

and we're still friends.

ferget bout the past.

cause i dont hold anything towards her.

and also she told me what happen to her in sept.

KARMA they say.

you certainly hate it how ppl rumour bout you in sch.

trust me. karma works.

it will come back.

so treat someone gd. think how the other person will feel.

uhuh.

and yeah.

i ate sushi cause i havent eaten anything the whole day.

ohhh yummy.

she bought shoes fer her mum at charles & keith.

and then off to wlds mart to buy bleach fer her bro.

and when we were walking back home.

there was this bangla hu kept looking at us.

she told me that he's kinda following us.

cause he stop to wait fer us to walk ferst.

then we kinda walk the other way ard.

but fcuk the bangla still follow.

then we walked fast to this nearby shop.

i told her we stay in the shop till he goes.

as we were walking got this malay man.

i told him the bangla was following us.

then he told us to go to the shop.

and when we went in.

FUCK. the bangla also went in larh!

!#@^#!&^*&#@&#^(*&@#!!

i told the malay man thats the bangla.

we went out of the shop quickly with the mly man.

the mly man just walked with us till his house which is nearby.

but me and nisha still hafta walk till our house which is still further away.

the bangla wasnt following i guess cause we didnt see him at the back.

then we both rushed quickly back home.

fuuuuhh.

OMG. gd thing nothing happen sia.

i told nisha to get our slippers ready just in case. LOL.

i asked her if she's gonna tell her parents. cause her dad asked to take the bus cause got bangla alot at wlds mart.

but we walked instead. and see what happen. #_#

gahhhh. we're lucky!

okayy shhhh.

gd nights!

9:14 PM

Sunday, November 25, 2007

original photo

hah. i drew this sketch of my cousin.

kay totally diff and awful.

sketching is my nxt best thing though.

but my dumb sch skipped my badge.

and classmates dumb enough not to choose art.

instead they choose amaths.

yeah its fer the future duuhh.

but now most of them drop amaths already.

art is the most easiest to score.

'smart sch, smart classmates'

pandai sgt larh tu.

tgk ape jadi. #_#

i wanna sketch my bf face.

haha. im wondering how it'll look like.

LOL.

i tried to drew mine.

but it turn out to be like cartoon.

ahaha.

kay im boredd.

i miss you boifeee.

and i mean alott!

oh well.

gd morning!

♥

11:45 PM

boreddd;

sat is nvr a day to stay at home.

but i couldnt go out with my boifee to fullerton.

at least i met him fer awhile.

had to go to my cousin place instead.

cause my cousin ?circumcise?/sunat.

where they cut the skin off.

with knife or scissors or laser?

and sew it back.

im not so sure how exactly they do it.

but it is to get rid of the 'dirty' skin.

i mean its disgusting yeahh.

but its not that painful i heard.

but there will be a time when the vein will hurt or something.

so thats why my dad had to be there if he cried.

but wth. all the way he just lay dwn and play psp. =.=

anyways.

today gonna go shopping with family.

yay. gotta get some stuffs.

everything.

and wanna meet up soon with my gfs.

and 2 days ago.

the UAN thinging called me.

asked me whether im free.

so this women told me to come to their place at chinatown.

and so i asked what am i supposed to do.

then she said we just talk2.

okayyyy.

lets see how it'll turn out tomorow.

wish me luck.

#_#

lovesss venom;

♥ ♥

1:37 PM

Friday, November 23, 2007

marriott hotel toilet.she's the foreigner btw. =.=

tell me she rawks more!

this is priz. ♥

halloween's over!

awesome red.

and current fav.

a date with priz. [ ticked ]

wohoo!

mango lingo: awesome drink if you LOVE mango.

fried mars bars: awesome with the ice-cream.

sushi: ive been dying to eat them.

end it; i had a fun time with priz!

camwhore alot.

anyway at ps, this chinese guy approached us.

im not sure from where did he pop out.

he's frm hongkong.

he was blabbering about ch5 and 8 and fannwong whatever shit.

this website frm the namecard.

check it out. =.*

http://www.uanworld.com

ily venom bby. ♥♥

12:08 AM

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

thats few of them.

yay.

YEST a date with lene. [ticked]

fuuuh. aint she sexy and pretty.

she bought me herbal drink.hershey chocs.and bracelet.

like omg.i nvr expected anything.

and i nvr bought anything fer her. [what kind of friend am i]

amazingly.i dont know why.

she brought her CLASS photo.her FAMILY photo as well.

haha. but we had a FUN day yest.

another outing. to swimming. yay.

again. i saw belle/lala. at somerset.

coincidentally.

fer the second time.

so i shall meet her soon.

not coincidentally again i hope.

♥

and this is me with my jaded black hair!

i look soo fcuking diff.

anyway.

i miss you; venom. ♥

5:40 PM

Sunday, November 18, 2007

♥

and they both look like couples of the month.awww. xD

9:17 PM

i just feel like crying. im sad. thats all. cause i miss you. hais. :'(

3:11 AM

Saturday, November 17, 2007

im sick.

do you notice that its worser.

i feel like slitting my throat.

can i?

i feel so alone.

staying at home the whole day on sat.

its not something amazing.

oh well. anyway priz quit her job.

the supervisor knows she's been cheating.

OMG.

we'll be finding fer a job together soon.

and we'll be colleagues again. YAY.

meet up soon darl.

and yeah this is the worse day ever. -.-

10:45 PM

birthday boys.

he was singing a song fer me. *sobs*

i shall end with this sweet pic of us.

oh i love him. ♥

yesterday was fun alright.

just sad that i couldnt stay over and my sis came earlier at bout 2.

alot of pics. but i shall not upload all.

and me and my bf sat by at the rock near the shore.

we sat there watching at the sky filled with stars.

and then he start talking about stuffs.

jesus and all. how humans cant clone humans.

cause even einstein the genius cant clone anyone.

bcause we cant clone souls. right bby? haha.

but still i love you very much syg.

and we WILL watch the sunrise together one day.

also there were cats around.

there were 3 cats.i gave em hotdog; piece by piece.

one of them was too scared to get close to me till he use his claw to reach the hotdog.

and it scratch me at my thumb.

it hurts. but its okay. im used to it.

i gave chicken to some of them,

and the whole family came till bout 6 of them.

my members. LOL.

and also i saw bella; vainpot; yest!

we hug. *awww.

yeahh been awhile since i talked to her.

i think before the O's started.

today supposingly to go shopping with sis.

but had to clean our room.

pfft.

and tomorow got some wedding thing.

so cant meet lene.

meet her on monday instead.
gahhh. im boreddddd. :(

have fun at work bby.
i love venom. ♥ ♥

4:31 AM

Friday, November 16, 2007

im sick.

pathetically sick.

just because yest i didnt drink or eat till bout 8pm.

and now my throat is like killing me with dryness.

dizzyness just running around my head.

nose just wants to cry.

main point:

im okay to go out.

Afternoon everyone!

3:59 PM

top on the list:

im gg to miss venom.
uhuh.
like about 3 days of not mitting him nxt week.
:'(
think im too obsessed?
nahh i dont think so.
i love him so who cares.
i need a date with priz.
oh yeah i miss her lots.
[ i know youre reading; mistress ! ]
she's gg on a photoshoot today.
by our company. naughty by nature. [ what a name.-.- ]
jane; you cheat!
LOLO.
also, a date with lene.
she's totally sweet.
till she waited fer me to be online. [:
and she planned to either go swimming or just hang out.
most probably next week.
oh yeahh.
shirley also wants a date with me.
she miss me.
and i miss her too.
and im gg to get her a partner.
bangla will be gd.
as she says so.
i'll pick her a partner soon.
cheer up okay.
ily.
anyone else?
oh yeah.
sabrina said she wants to meet me with rara.
but i dont know when will that be.
[:
elly; i miss you.
chaela; yeah i miss her lots.
ange; i miss her too.
sofea; i miss her also.
zira; too.
okayyy.
i miss EVERYONE.
and later on.
gg pit at east coast.
my bf's friend pit.
if only i could TON.
oh i wish i could!
:(
i need to ask my sis.
nvr mind.
im still young.
so have to understand that.
pffft!
saturday lsb.
priz gg with her bandmates i guess.
i dont think so im gg.
im not sure.
anyways.
seems like almost everyone having either relationship prob.
or friendship prob.
maybe this month is where you choose who you really need.
and who are really there fer you all the way through.
cheer up ruz; elly; lene; shirley.
*hugs* [:
and
Gd luck fer your test bby.

i love you lots. ♥♥

12:58 AM

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

job. job. job.

i need one.

pfft. still no response.

priz say sales.

maybe at cathay?

but i dont know where to start.

gahh.

and there's this job her friend work fer 50 bucks per hour.

like wth.

its a law firm.

its obvious why the pay is that much.

the job: call ppl.

about the same as my previous one i guess.

my last job is only 7 per hr. -.-

and yeahh.

jane/priz has complaints frm my previous job.

jennifer one of the supervisor. scolded her and daisy fer using her tissue roll. -.-

and scolded another girl fer using correction tape on her desk?

omg thats so lame. oh well i knew she was that bitchy from the start.

oh im glad not to be in that job anymore.

its getting worse since i left.

oh well.

i miss muffin! ♥

happy birthday to azriani.[nini]

^^=

11:23 PM

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Friendster SUCKS.

big time.

pffft.

9:29 PM

gahhh.

i stayed at home the whole day today.

amazingly. -.-

if not i wuld usually go out.

meet muffin. ♥

or i'd go to work.

but lost my job. SHEESH.

and my bf working already. :(

boooorrrriiinnnngg!

at home;

i'd eat. [like a cat turning into a pig]

tv 24 hrs. [like as if there's no tomorrow]

online the whole day till the nxt morn. [so that bill gates earn more money]

sleeep. zzzzzz. [and never wake up]

and wake up late. [like a guy.oops.]

i mean its the routine fer me.

pfft. im waiting if there's a vacancy fer me at haagen daz at holland v.

its far. isit?

nvr mind. so long i get a job.

anywaayyy.

i think its my photos that cant be uploaded.

pathetic it is.

nvr mind.

yest i saw this ex-person's blog.

and there's this pic of us.

which i didnt notice i even took one with.

i mean it happened start of this year?

nvrr did i remember any.

kay whatever.

you know fer friends who left you.

and after their friends left them.

and if they want to come back to you?

ahh nahh. it will nvr happen.

after what you or they did.

all i hafta say is IM HAPPY WITH MY LIFE NOW.

just that i miss my old friends. nini and nisha.

AND MY BF TOO.

time fer tv 24 hr.

gd nights everyone.

♥ ♥

8:50 PM

Monday, November 12, 2007

new friends are loved.

priz also known as jane; my work fren. my break-partner. but now no more. since im not working there. -.- we will still stay in contact aites. and do a gd job at getting booking and and get that 100 bucks okay! can treat me after that. kiddings. i miss ya. ^^=

lene; a gd friend to talk to. [: she's gorgeous by the way. uhuh. prettier than me. i want to stay in a long term relationship like she and her bf and also my sis.

elly; the girl who's in love. ahahs. she's the big butt girl.

friends who turn their back on you. i understand how she feels cause i went through that. rumours, talking all around you. you dont know what to do. oh well. if they did that you know they arent your true friends if they did that on purpose. start a new life. make new friends. show that you can live without them and live a better life.

oh well. i can be a gd friend. i can be your best friend. anyone want to be mine?

i love you. i miss you venom. xoxo;

11:00 PM

sunday,11th nov.

i love my bf. oh yes i do. ;venom bby. HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY muffin bby! <333 we celebrated. went to THE CATHAY. bought tickets to watch BEE MOVIE. a-okay fer me. go watch. [: long john to fill our stomach; starbucks to waste our time;

then watched bee movie.

walked to esplanade and went home.

damn this blog cant upload my photos. -.-

pffft.

and and on sat when i went to work.

amazingly this LADY BOSS was there.

i nvr seen her before but she run the admin side.

know what;

she asked my supervisor how much bookings i have and he said NONE.

then she told me to pack my stuffs and leave.

FCUK HER. i only worked fer 5 days?!

and btw her name SARAH. grrr.

so i just took my stuffs and leave.

BITCH.

and i'll get my pay on 5th dec.

about 100 plus only.

ggaaahhh. time to find new work.

-.-

will somebody help me upload this photos.

SHEEESH.

3:19 AM