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Sunday, November 30, 2008

My legs are killing me totally.
Ended my work earlier today at midnight.
Quickly rushed to the mrt as i was afraid that i'd miss my train.
It aches me to stand fer 4 hours straight.
A pity i had to miss all the fun they had with The Sallys.
While im working my butts off. -.-
Oh well, at least i did witness them on friday's.
Anyways, my workplace is at town but im not gonna mention where.
Only those will know cos i wouldnt want to see you guys coming there and see my pathetic face. -.-
But its tiring and busy working on weekends cos earlier there was a period of time where there was alot of customers waiting. The whole area was covered with them.
Its hard handling all of them but good thing it cleared out soon after.
It was the most tiring work day ever.
Oh, and in the train home, bumped into Yan, Adam, Saddiq and some others.
Been ages since i last saw them.
Saw quite alot of people in the last two days but too many to mention.
Its been a tiring weekend fer me as i need to work later on today as well. -.-
But not at town, working at city hall instead.
Since one of my colleague had the whole weekend off, i had to replace all her work.
This is all her fault. (Bastard eh, haha)
So yeah, ive nothing much to say but my life nowadays seems pathetic to me.
Now i understand why people miss secondary school life. -.-
Since everyone else is busy with their own life now, everything seems different.
So anyway, December is coming! Goodbye to November! (which included my Olvl)
It feels like as if i had it months ago when it was only two weeks ago. -.-
I do not know why im excited fer December. Maybe cos it'll be January after that.
And then 2009! Kay, no link. Haha.
Okay, now this is getting boring. Bleh blehh blehhhh.
Hold on, you guys should listen to Hey Monday's songs!
I like all their songs, its really good.
My blog's song is Candles by Hey Monday.
If you guys like Paramore, im sure you'll like Hey Monday too.
Theyre like the second of Paramore. Quick, go check them out now! ^^
Alrights, see you guys around then. Kay bye! (:
Other photos : http://www.flickr.com/photos/31294150@N02


2:58 AM

Monday, November 24, 2008

Weekend was a bore.
On saturday went to Ray's gig but i was late and only managed to arrived fer the last song cos i went to the wrong cc. -.-
After that, headed to meet the rest at the usual place and stayed till night.
On sunday, went to Tanglin Mall to get interviewed.
Thanks to Julee fer the info. Hope that i'll get the job though.
Headed to Shaw house to see my schedule fer my work.
It rained super heavily and i decided to chill at my workplace with Afiq and Bernad.
Went back home while eating gelatissimo ice cream that lasted fer me the whole day.
Hais, life is unfair, yet again.
Now i see, i do not hate,
I just dislike fer things to be this way.
It happened yet again, i do not understand why.
Hated once, now its coming back again.
Being quiet about it and just remain solo is the only way.
Its a she, so stop asking.
And about guys,
I wished fer things to be normal, like i use to.
Fer some things that you want, you tend to lose everything else.
Now i have to stand on my own feet and start all over again. Simple to say,
I need a companion who would be there when i need them.
No one understands the situation i am in now.
It hurts deep inside though i dont show it.
Cos people like you just come and go.
Do pick up your shoe and walk away and just,
Dont ever turn back.
So, Goodbye.


9:59 PM

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Wednesday;
NoxiousGamine & Blackittie.
Workplace.
Thursday;
Friday;
Its been a hectic week fer me, yet again.
Monday; The job hunt with the girls.
Tuesday; Went to my class chalet and met up with Leez&Vivern after tht.
Wednesday; Class chalet & had to go work at night.
Thursday; Went to VivoCity alone fer job hunt & stayed over at my cousin's place.
Friday; Met up with my makkals to hang out.
Saturday; Going to Rayyan's gig and some other plans.
Sunday; Im not sure yet what's on that day.
So as you can see, how can i not get tired from all these.
Though its only been a week or so since my last exam, it feels like as if its been ages.
On Wednesday, a pity i had to miss the party fer the November babies and the chocolate cakes and presents. I had to go off to work.
Yes, they called me last minute and i wasnt in the proper outfit.
Had to trouble my dad by sending me my black pants.
Arrived at the workplace, and i was nervous as i thought i might be late.
And i knew no one there except Larry who was there during my training.
But a pity he wasnt there. Instead, a guy whom initially i thought was chinese but he's a malay, was working at that time. He's handsome, haha. Afiq's the name. ^^
The manager left soon after and left us both to handle the store.
I was shy and nervous at first, but after awhile, we both started talking and crapping like as if we'd knew each other. Waited fer him to close the shop and we cabbed home together.
Nehh, we're just friends thats fer sure. ^^
So yesterday, i was already on my way out, boarded the bus.
And a bus stop just before CausewayPoint, i panicked and my mind was in a blur.
I couldnt find my handphone anywhere in my bag or my pockets.
That was when i realise my phone was lost.
I alighted at the bus stop and i ran all the way home.
Sweating and panicking my way while praying that my phone will be at home.
Ended up, it wasnt at home, at all.
I quickly grabbed my sis's phone and dialled my number.
My eyes was filled with tears and i started to cry.
Dialled and dialled but couldnt hear any of my ringtone anywhere in the house.
I didnt even know if its on silent or not.
I quickly ran down the block and re-traced my steps back before i took the bus.
Prayed real hard that i'll find my phone while my eyes was filled with tears.
It was an undescribable moment fer me at that time.
God answered my prayers and i found my phone on the grass beside the pavement.
I was lucky that no one found the phone and took it away.
That was when i felt like ive been hit by a large wave but managed to stay alive.
Called Hayqal and Golly to wait up fer me yet again as theyve been waiting fer a long time fer me. They heard me crying on the phone and was worried.
Ended up it was only my phone that was lost. But i cant bear to lose my precious phone at all.
Hais. So yeah, that was how my day started. Pityful, very.
Not only that, met up with the usuals and i was playing with the skateboard when i fell and hurt my knee, few minutes after Ielah's fall. Bleaghh.
And till now, my left knee still hurts and im hoping there wont be any blueblacks.
Oh, and parker's friend, Lawrence, is hawt! Haha. ^^
Soon after, my manager called me last minute like an hour earlier before asking me to go work at 8. I was with them and i wasnt wearing black pants yet again. And i didnt bring along the uniform. He expect me to go back home and take them.
There wont be enough time fer me to go back home and go out yet again just to take the clothes.
Damn him, i hate it when they expect me to go work in a last minute call.
At least telling me in advance could be better.
I'll continue soon, cos this post i fell asleep halfway through! Haha. Byee!


1:56 AM

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Kittie;
Shee;
Shima;
Azzah;
Ielah;
Hippy tak menjadi.
Damn, im feeling so lethargic!
Supposingly i wanted to wake up early yesterday, monday.
To try apply fer job. Ended up, i woke up late.
Went to meet Ielah, Azzah, Shee at town after that.
Naufal tagged along but only fer awhile.
Went to Shaw House to see my schedule fer my job.
He say i got no schedule fer this week, damn!
Just because i didnt went to tick my schedule.
How am i suposed to when i dont have any of the supervisor's contacts. Dumb.
That is why i want to get another job cause its not even a job to me at all.
First, we went to Taka but there wasnt any vacancy anymore.
We went fer lunch first before heading to Heeren&JohnLittle.
Still, there weren't any vacancy. But we did applied at Starbucks, yet again.
Waited fer Shima at Skatepark and yes, we camwhored alot since there wasnt anyone there due to the drizzle.
We then headed to Suntec and applied at Toys'R'Us.
And we met AhMoy/Rahamoy working! Damn, its been ages since i last saw her! Nyeh.
Then headed to Starbucks to get a drink and there was this one girl.
Okay, i guess she was wearing a cardigan with no top inside of it.
Yes its a low-cut cardigan. But guess what, we could almost see her freaking flat-chested, kay maybe a little flat-chested but super mini small boobs popping out.
Okay guys, its not really popped out, so dont get too excited okay.
But seriously, she has no freaking face/manner or whatsoever.
I wont mind if she's eurasian or not from Spore but she's a freaking malay and she isnt pretty thats fer sure. Ended up, we kinda made a laugh out of it.
It was such a disgrace. I know its not my problem but wth. Aiya enough about that then.
Lastly, we applied at JohnLittle at Marina but to no avail.
We hanged out and chilled at Esplanade stage till night and headed home.
It was a fun&good girl's day out right babes. ^^
Photos are in my Flickr, not photocouncil.
Dont ask me why i keep changing at times, blame it on the websites. Heh.
And im tired cause i have my class chalet later on today fer three days but im not gonna stay overnight. Good morning then, pretty readers!
Flickr : http://flickr.com/photos/31294150@N02
It's all a just and a fantasy. And nothing more.


2:03 AM

Monday, November 17, 2008

Qissy tagged me to do this game, so yeah. Doing it fer her sake. ^^
The rules and regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back !
10 WEIRD THING/HABITS/LITTLE KNOWN FACTS ABOUT KITTIE:
1. Most people knows me and call me by Kittie only, they do not know my real name.
2. My cat is my BF fer the past 11 years and still counting, and i like to kiss him. HAH.
3. My nose gets itchy when i kiss a cat but who cares! Theyre adorable animals.
4. I dont like watching GORE movies. I'll close my eyes shut!
5. I dont drink plain WARM water unless theyre COLD and i dont like NewWater.
6. I used to be a crybaby over little things. But now, no.
7. The name Blackittie started when my schoolmate has the name Blackstar and my other schoolmates had others but im the only one left still using the name.
8. I dont have the courage to tell a guy that i like him.
9. I usually wait fer people to msg me or comment me then i will reply. That explains why.
10. Currently giving up on love till i find a guy that really capture my heart. *Smiles*
So that is all. Anyone can do this game if you want to.
Simple enough, everyone who is on my blog link can do it, if you guys are bored and willing to do it aye. ^^


12:16 AM

Sunday, November 16, 2008

First band;
2nd/3rd band;
Topsy Kretts;
Rayy the BatuBintang;
MJ & Kittie;
Those were some of the photos yesterday.
Went to Pop The Top at music garage fer Rayy's band, Topsy Kretts.
I woke up early in the morning yesterday.
Went jogging around Wlds area with a friend of mine.
Yes, its been ages since i jogged. I dont even do my P.E. in school.
So my muscles and body weren't ready, i didnt even drank before jogging.
Jogged&walked all the way to the big hill behind ChristChurchSec.
Walked home after awhile. Damn, it was tiring.
Met up with Tedd to go to the gig.
Pop The Top was great, during Topsy Kretts's set of course.
Went to BK after that. Soon MJ had to go off and some went back home.
While the rest went to the SkyPark at Suntec.
Managed to ask my sis to let me go home by midnight.
Having curfew sucks but oh well. Pfft.
Went back home with Tedd, and he's one idiot guy.
He challenged me to brisk-walk all the way from Suntec to CityHall mrt.
Damn, he cheated by running. Idiot. And made me sweat.
We were like two idiots sweating in the train, trying to gasp fer air.
And in the bus, he was on the phone.
He made me laugh like mad due to him talking on the phone.
Im not gonna say what he said, pity him la kay. Haha.
So overall, Saturday was a damn tiring day due to the jog/run/walk in the morning and night. -.- But was fun at the same time of course. ^^
&I need a job pleaseee. Gelatissimo isnt much of a help. Pfft.


2:47 PM

Friday, November 14, 2008

Life seems bored to me nowadays.
Okay, maybe not bored but pathetic, yes.
And about the job? Oh well.
My job is to wait fer them to call me, then i go work on the day.
Thats why ive been searching fer a second job to take.
Most prolly the closest one available.
But damn, it aint easy. Now i understand how it feels.
Feeling relax and so laid back at home the whole day.
I woke up in the morning due to the dream i had which i couldnt go back to sleep after that.
Why does it appear in my dreams, fer the third time now.
We've moved on and that was it. Now its like haunting me.
Good and bad dreams. I used to love that someone but now no.
I guess the only one that i really did in my past relations.
So i dyed my hair the colour, divine mango, earlier today.
Including my sis and my mum. Yes, the girls in my family.
Nyeh. I did fer my mum. Haha.
Then the weather has to spoil everything else.
Initially to go jogging in the late afternoon but seems the weather wants me to be more lazy, just like Garfield. Nyeh. So i decided to go tomorow morning instead.
If i were to wake up that is. But i'll try to.
I dont wanna be lazy and add weight to my body.
Being healthy is all i want. *Smiles*
And no diet diet, youre just killing yourself.
Some people just dont get that do they.
Then would be going out after that to Ray's gig.
But i heard there would be a gig at youth park and a vacant affair would be there. Pfft.
Due to boredumm, i did bead bracelets the whole day.
Just a simple one since i was too lazy to do designs.
While listening to the radio since noon.
Pampered myself the whole day after that. Bathed and bathed and repolished my nails.
Okeh, im going to continue back with the bead bracelets now.
Gonna make different colours each. ^^
Oh, and my mum was cute playing the ps2, puzzle bobble game.
Hahah. There's a child in everyone, agreed? *Smiles wide*
I've forgotten how it feels like being in love.


9:13 PM

Monday, November 10, 2008

Kay those were yesterday's photos.
Went out in the morning with my siblings to the F1 pit stop building located near to the Spore Flyer to do some shopping organised by the club 21.
There filled with typical sporeans crowded with their morning breathes.
As you know, kiasu people will always be there when there are cheap sales going on. But this is an exception i guess.
As branded goods was on super sale fer nearly 80 to 90% discount off.
Brands such as A/X, D&G, Diesel, DKNY, CK and some others.
From tops to bottoms to shoes and accesories.
A skirt that my sis bought which orginally priced at 200+ bucks was sold at 10 bucks.
The top that i wore in the picture above was one of them.
A pity i only followed in the last day of the sales and the clothes werent that attractive.
So i only bought two pieces of clothes while my sis splurge on the rest.
At least she paid fer me. Nyeheh. Reached home and went out again in the afternoon with Siqq.
A last minute plan to tag along with him to town to get a job at starbucks. Since Wisma has a long waiting list, they adviced us to try at Liat Towers.
And we did, filled up some forms and we were done.
But i doubt so i will get the job since i only applied fer three days per week basis.
As i had another job that may be available located at town too. But no harm taking two jobs since the locations are super near.
Although sis adviced me not to take the other job since the pay was low.
Its fine with me so long i can get along with it.
I tried to apply at HMV but i wont get it due to the age maybe?
Thats what Tedd says. But i asked him to try and apply fer HMV. So we could hang out during breaks. [ If we were to get the job even. ]
Nyehs. Okay, back to where i was.
Shima joined us awhile later and Siqq left soon after.
Since me and Shima initially wanted to go a gig at Odiocrib.
But end up we didnt cos we thought it was already late.
And yes, we were kinda lost.
We reached to the Waterloo Centre in the evening.
It was kinda deserted and creepy and freaky and quiet and just plain scary being us two only.
But we decided to check it out since we were curious as to where the Odiocrib was.
Couldnt hear any bands playing when we were at the 4th floor. But we saw some people at the 4th floor and decided to hang ard at the 5th floor instead.
There, as usual, took pictures and stuffs.
As we were heading home, some guys board the train with us. And Shima said that one of the guy is handsome, which i totally agree.
Nyeheh. And me and that guy dropped at the same station.
Which was a surprise as ive never seen him before in my area.
I kinda, erm, kay im not gonna say it here. Wooots. :D
But i hope to bump into that guy again. Nyeheh.
Okay im thinking too much! But no harm right? Hehe. ^^
And lastly, this tuesday will be my last Olvl paper.
I'll be soo glad on that day! Although now im kinda lazy to study fer the last paper.
Alright alright. Take care now, my dear readers.
Wheee! ^^
*Why am i in such a good mood? -.-*


1:09 AM


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