today, today, today. is a boring day fer me from afternoon onwards. :(

its different. i dont know why im feeling this way. but it made me mood out.

i dont have the mood. cos i didnt get to talk to ____ .

i dont know why. dont ask me why. just shush.

hais. but never mind. let me share about my outing with sri/shirley previously.

somewhere during the holidays. we went to sentosa.

from morning onwards till afternoon. was so freaking hot, i was burning.

and initially, i dont want get sunburn. i hate it. skin will peel off.

but i guess i wasnt that burnt. and i didnt wanna get tanned though.

so yeah. being the only two of us going there. pretty fun.

and we shared our stories together. same situation as i had before darling.

so dont worry. let it be, just be happy.(:

and we both were pretty sad that our ____ are unavailable.

head home fer the first in the afternoon on the end of the week.

it felt weird, but i was too tired. and no plans. i had to head home.

while i guess everyone else just got out of the house. -.-'

hais. such a boring day without talking.

yesterday went out with aery.(:

watched dont mess woth the zohan! waaah best!

you should watch it, really.

unless youre below 16, then pandai2 smuggle yourself in.

but thanks to his friend, we didnt get to sit and watch the movie with our necks up.

he sent me back home, how thankful&grateful i am of him to do so although it was late.

and he was tired, i know. he's usually asleep by that time already.

and yay, i did get to hug him. nyahah. shhhh.

thanks once again fer the movie & sending me home. :D

sadly, today of no mood suddenly deep down inside.

i really dont know why. but maybe i know the answer.

but im not so sure. oh never mind.

lets just hope i dont dragg this mood with me tomorow.

i gotta enjoy fer the last time. but i gotta study, and i mean really study.

starting from... sunday. i hope. *prays hard*

i have to put aside everything. sacrifice just fer the sake of O's.

and, i think im gonna flunk my mock exams that starts from monday onwards.

i havent even open my book. someone please give me the motivation.

thats it. starting from sunday. im left with only 3 months plus minus.

no time! got to start! urrrghh.

kitty is back home! on last saturday morning actually.

just been too busy&lazy to post.

so yeahh. im lazy to blog about australia trip.

but it was super duper fun and awesome there.

i want to go back there can?

do more shopping! nyaahahh.

i shall post about the australia trip soon, when im free.

but it seems like im not free at the moment.

instead i'll just post all the photos first.

so arrived home at last on saturday morning.

i was glad to be home. *phewww.

initially to meet up with aery. but his mother have pms suddenly.

we couldnt meet up. :( i was waiting fer the day though.

haha. but it was okay. we can always meet up another day. (:

so met up with my darlings instead. met ielah first.

since myy met up with ham but turned out didnt.

hugged ielah tight in the train like nobody's business.

swear i miss you guys alot! bumped into myy and her friends and hugged myy tightly too!

then waited fer norra to arrive. hugged her super tight&didnt want to let go.

ehemmm. it was a special day fer norra darling and feeno.

nyaahah. you dont know, your problem. :D

i swear they both are like super sweet lahh.

it was like as if they both are going to marry one another!

we wrote congrats and all. but yeahh, congrats to FEENORRA!

im sure you both will last long, sweethearts. <3

at night, one stoopid security was being an asshole.

staring at us all fer no reason. bcos i was blowing the bubbles? -.-'

seriously being a tooot. its not like as if the bubbles will kill you.

so it changed everyone's mood and shima and i walked away.

and i was with her all through the night, chatting.(:

soon after the 4 darlings, ielah, myy, ham & qal left, we made a move too.

i separated from shima and her 'abangs' :D and met up with my sis and went home instead. -.-'

on monday met up with shima at yishun. to skate&blade.

but sadly it rained in the afternoon so we had to wait fer the rain to stop.

so i met up with rizwan first. since its been along time since i met him.

since he went reservice fer police. i thought he cut botak. nyahah. ended up not.

so we had lunch and i gave him this che guevara magnet fer a souvenier from aussie.

haah. then he sent me to yishun and then met up with shima darling.

we skate&blade and chat&talk and blade&skate and talk&chat.

nyahah. as being the only two of us there. going to study with her later today.

gotta start studying and start revising and start doing my homework!

holidays are getting shorter day by day! uuurrrghh.

btw i want to meet aery can? day by day, shall know you more slowly.

it takes time. let time do its nature.(:

cos everyone else dont seem to bother about me.

and we both hate this person too, i just got to know.

nyahah. i hate you, he hates you. we just dont like you @#$%^&*! :D

oh well. GOODNIGHT! then humans&non-humans! <33

-Cause life's like this. thats the way it is.-

Somebody else

'Round everyone else

You're watching your back

Like you can't relax

You're tryin' to be cool

You look like a fool to me

Tell me

Why you have to go and make things so complicated?

I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else

Gets me frustrated

Life's like this you

You fall and you crawl and you break

And you take what you get, and you turn it into

Honestly, you promise me

I'm never gonna find you fake it

And the days feel like years when im alone~

kay kay. this is so merepek. im not in love dumb. its just the lyrics. saturday was fun in the afternoon. but then at night it was pretty boring. most of the gfs went home early. and true to say most have problems of their own. some due to bfs, handphones, and such. guys oh guys. me shima and norra were talking abt guys. haiyoo. i aint interested in any right now. i aint looking either. seems like guys nowadays are most the same. look, this is my blog. jgn terase can? im talking about overall not just some. please lahh. please. dont get the wrong idea. im talking bout my gfs and probs with guys too. almost everywhere i see ppl talking about men. on tv, seventeen, friends. i just got to knw one of my gf just broke off. haiyo. and the reason seems to be the same. their bfs either got someone else. tsk tsk. its the gossip nowadays eh? kay never mind. so yeah. im not interested in looking fer a relationship. i aint the same i am last time. each time after one i'll be looking fer another. and now, its a major improvement fer me. its been two months plus coming to three next week? still counting. but im maintaining it till someone sweeps me off my feet and make me feel like a fat kid gets a lollipop. but it takes time, i'll know it will one day. but just not yet. guys guys. if youre not like them, prove to us girls that you really love her and if you dont, just dont treat us like fools. hais. compromise is always needed. sometimes you ignore us and we feel like we're left out. sometimes you treat us like shit, we're not a bunch of dolls. sometimes you just pretend to listen, and next youre someone else. just be yourselves and we'll be ourselves. yes, girls are mysterious and complicated and so are you guys. and 30% of guys have cheated on their girls said seventeen. tsk tsk. and i guess that some guys are just scared of commitment, right? and it says too that 56% of guys says that being in love is kind of scary. scary it may be at times. but who doesnt want to share their love with someone who is willing to listen and not just pretend that they are. who doesnt want to be loved. everyone wants to. and its harsh that if either one did something wrong. but we all fall down and will get back on knees again. it like a routine of life. no one is perfect. so we have to learn to cope being with someone. it just that we have to learn to compromise. guys just dont be ego and try to win all the time while girls dont pick a fight over small stuffs. im trying to learn from my mistakes. so do learn yours. maybe you wont, but one day you will realise it if you lose someone whom you really love. just dont brood over it, life still has to go on. its not the end of life. unless youre married its a different story. but we're still young. we learn through experiences. and girls, please dont say yes to guys who use you fer you know what. please lah use your brain. i mean maybe to some who dont bother at all but religion dont matter to you huh. its just not worth losing it to someone whom youre not going to be married with. ahh wtf, dwuw. do what you want. just treasure the ones you love, and treat each other with love. if you dont love the other person, just tell the truth. follow what your heart says. take care; ♥