Thursday, November 12, 2009
Shit happens in life.
Things dont always go your way.
Though i struggle to make things the way i want it to be, it will always never be.
We changed for the better, but there is no point.
It will always be the same.
It has happened.
Fighting with all your might, for the things you want in life.
But is it all worth it?
In the end, we lose everything.
Now, we're back to square one.
Are we gonna repeat this again and again?
For the rest of your lives?
Some changed for the good, while some, vice versa.
There will always be a point of time in your life that you realise the nonsense you went through the years of your life, and then settle for the best.
Everyone fights for what they want.
There's always competitions.
But when we lose, we tend to think that its the end of everything.
That your life has no longer its soul.
That there is no purpose in life.
Words are just words.
Whats the point of a verb without its actions?
Afterwards, we look back in the past.
Realise our mistakes, changing for the better.
But only for the sake of yourself and never for others.
You change because you want to, not because others tell you so.
No point asking someone to change their habits unless their willing to.
As time passes by, things change, people change, the world changes.
You'll realise that you yourself has changed, in many ways.
Everyone says give it time, time will heal everything.
Its not a matter of time.
It doesnt even matter.
What's important is that you yourself let go of whats holding you back.
Then you'll be able to see it for yourself.
I'll end this with a quote,
"The hardest thing in life is, to let go."
8:26 PM
Friday, November 6, 2009
Words cant explain what i've felt.
What i've gone through.
What it's like to be like this.
Im just gonna quote this from shima's blog..
~~"k lets continue this topic i left hanging yesterday.relationships.
i suddenly gt this urges lh nk ask..
y do guys cnt treasure gals who r faithfull to them??
gals,who tells the truth n such..
y do some guys love to chase, n den when they got the gal right, they jus let them go.
kn mcm tuts kn prangai??y are guys so egoistic??
always puts the blame on us women,when its dem who is at wrong
im sori uh,im jus wondering y..
also,y do some gals bcum minah...bcum so flirtish,bcum a butch..if it is not bcuz of some guys in this world,that hurt us women..
y is this word LOVE so wicked??
y do guys love to promise us so much, they wont leave us..
its for their own gd to be with us..bla3..
bt still, they leave us.
saying,the love is no longer there..ggrrr rubbish man! rubbish! wtf!
u guys go thru alot to reach to that couple status.
being so daym happy when us women accept them, n den one day u guys jus gave up n let go??
u think,its a play2 thing eh? nk hepi2 ,luvy2. da boring let go??
those wounds n cuts they left us women with.
will stay like 4eva,dont u guys knw that??
juz look around,hw many butch..minah, those kikis duit type,liars.bitch.
u guys haf met??if its not bcuz of those...argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
even me nw,if reali .... its easy to manipulate those guys ard.......
bt im jus not those kind. i dnt lie,im a bad liar.
i spend the whole day reading those msges..
the first msg till e last...yeh,i still keep everything till nw....
hw happy we were....y e sudden move man.....................
i tot u r nt like those guys, i tot u r different...
i tot u r those kinds who face problems 2gether..nt run awae frm it??
n worst still!! being so selfish n not letting me say a word?!
its been a mth man.........n im still in fcking pain!! "~~
Thanks shima.. I like your post.
_Never say you promise, when you wont._
5:55 PM