Monday, January 19, 2009
I know, things arent going the same way it was last time.
As days passed by, people changed and everything's different.
One day you know them, the next you dont.
Bid goodbye as i walk away, never to turn back.
Sadly, its true. Whats true? Im not too sure myself.
Dont try to bring me down cos you dont own my life.
I look around and im surprise to what has become.
To the world, to the surroundings, to the people i love.
Still, im always comfortable with them.
It has been a new year, a new life, a new of everything.
But giving up on the past is just part of it.
You possibly cant give up on all the memories, fun and laughter you had.
Nevertheless, we still have to move on.
I feel so akward with everything.
Soon, life's not gonna be the same anymore.
New school, new friends, new life.
Although now im having doubts about my choice of school as i mati2 didnt wanna go there but oh well, my course is as much important than the rest.
Getting my second choice isnt that bad either, including the rest.
And as fer my results, im just blessed with everything i got.
So its partially good, though i could have done better.(thats what everybody said once they took their olvls and see the results)
So fer those taking their O's, DO study hard.
Though some of them werent happy with what they got, be strong and move on.
There's always an alternative way, just dont give up.
Especially my friends whom i feel their sadness when i heard about theirs.
Just dont give up aye.
And i hope to catch up on things with my close friends.
Where we all can hang out together like we all used to in the past year.
Sadly, everyone's busy with their own life but no worries, we will make time.
This will be all that i could write about as i have limited time.
As my internet at home isnt working at the moment since the past week, so dont be surprise if you dont see me online anymore.
Being away from they cyber world aint that bad, just a little boring at times when youre at home.
As im occupied with work nowadays, i rarely have time to do everything else.
I have a lot of things on my list that i wanna get, though i need to think twice about it.
Money is as important as my studies.
Okay, that is not an issue.
But ive learned, since im getting older now, i shall not depend on my parents anymore which i did since ive started work last year.
Independent, Yay!-.-
Ive better put an end to this, i need to head off to work soon enough.
Oh, and about the guy that i have a crush on at work, he knows my name, blackittie, from which source he got it from, i still dont have a clue.
He still wont tell me. Although his hair is a little blonde, i look up to see him at work though at times he tends to go missing.
I just like looking at his face thats all. Heh, i better stop this. -.-
So to all, fer you shall know who, i miss you all and i hope to catch up and update about stuffs with you guys soon!
I shall bid goodbye now. (L)
11:22 AM