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Monday, January 19, 2009

I know, things arent going the same way it was last time.

As days passed by, people changed and everything's different.

One day you know them, the next you dont.

Bid goodbye as i walk away, never to turn back.

Sadly, its true. Whats true? Im not too sure myself.

Dont try to bring me down cos you dont own my life.

I look around and im surprise to what has become.

To the world, to the surroundings, to the people i love.

Still, im always comfortable with them.

It has been a new year, a new life, a new of everything.

But giving up on the past is just part of it.

You possibly cant give up on all the memories, fun and laughter you had.

Nevertheless, we still have to move on.

I feel so akward with everything.

Soon, life's not gonna be the same anymore.

New school, ~~new~~ friends, new life.

Although now im having doubts about my choice of school as i mati2 didnt wanna go there but oh well, my course is as much important than the rest.

Getting my second choice isnt that bad either, including the rest.

And as fer my results, im just blessed with everything i got.

So its partially good, though i could have done better.(thats what everybody said once they took their olvls and see the results)

So fer those taking their O's, DO study hard.

Though some of them werent happy with what they got, be strong and move on.

There's always an alternative way, just dont give up.

Especially my friends whom i feel their sadness when i heard about theirs.

Just dont give up aye.

And i hope to catch up on things with my close friends.

Where we all can hang out together like we all used to in the past year.

Sadly, everyone's busy with their own life but no worries, we will make time.

This will be all that i could write about as i have limited time.

As my internet at home isnt working at the moment since the past week, so dont be surprise if you dont see me online anymore.

Being away from they cyber world aint that bad, just a little boring at times when youre at home.

As im occupied with work nowadays, i rarely have time to do everything else.

I have a lot of things on my list that i wanna get, though i need to think twice about it.

Money is as important as my studies.

Okay, that is not an issue.

But ive learned, since im getting older now, i shall not depend on my parents anymore which i did since ive started work last year.

Independent, Yay!-.-

Ive better put an end to this, i need to head off to work soon enough.

Oh, and about the guy that i have a crush on at work, he knows my name, blackittie, from which source he got it from, i still dont have a clue.

He still wont tell me. Although his hair is a little blonde, i look up to see him at work though at times he tends to go missing.

I just like looking at his face thats all. Heh, i better stop this. -.-

So to all, fer you shall know who, i miss you all and i hope to catch up and update about stuffs with you guys soon!

I shall bid goodbye now. (L)

11:22 AM

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Tired as i lay my head on the comfy bed.

The day yesterday wasnt that bad though Ielah had her day off and i was alone.

Bcos...my crush at work smiled at me, a couple of times.

Excited i was, blushing.

And i got to knw his name. ^^

I think im reacting too much but he's just omg.

I might be going crazy. :p

Sadly, its my off day today.

So i wont be able to see him. -.-

On a lighter note, im gonna watch Ong Bak 2!

Ive been wanting to watch it.

I'll comment on how good the movie will be.

Oh, and the 3D Journey To The Center Of The Earth sounds exciting.

Other note, i need to get the stuffs on my list.

However, i dont wish to spend just like that. =/

And as you all know, Olvl results is coming out this monday, 12 January.

Nervous, scared, excited, sad, every feeling is in me. =/

Im just nervous to face the teacher and hold the sheet of paper that will determine my future. The future of what im going to be.

*Praying as hard as i can*

Now, i shall lay onto the bed and dream. Toodles!

Hope its not just an exchange of smiles.

12:41 AM

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Those were the photos. This is the 2nd post.

Previous post was just yesterday.

And i want to reminisce the times i had in 2008.

Well, it wasnt really a good welcoming fer the year 2008 as i was being too immature at that moment.

Although it was the first and a great way to celebrate with your loved ones, it didnt turned out well. That on as days passed by, 2008 was a rollercoaster ride.

Ive lost the one i used to love, had to study fer my olvl and being able to bear the consequences.

Being independent was what im used to.

To rely on some people to be there fer you always, they never will.

But still, i managed to have the happy side of 2008.

The great friends i have now, fun and laughter we shared.

I wanna say thanks fer those that come and go.

Although we dont talk or see one another anymore, the memories will not be erase, be it a girl or a boy. These i wanna name a few, just to say thanks.

Ruz, you know i know, how we both got to know one another through that guy.

We cried while that ass was just pretending and having fun out of his fake death.

Lets ferget about that. Anyway, you still remember the day i helped you out doing the donation?

It was fun! Haha. I was like dumb-looking with the tin can asking fer donation.

We were at town, of all places we could go.

But the little girl managed to get more than us.

That was the last that i saw you, was it? I cant remember.

And we had to go through Olvls too.

We shall hang out soon okay, when i have my off-day frm this stupid job of mine.

A'isyah Strawberry, although we talked and shared problems through msn or friendster but we've never even met one another, i had fun talking to you and youre a good listener.

We have the same interest in music and yeah, i look forward to our meeting.

Tedd, Ray and friends, thanks fer the memories.

Tedd still owes me my hagen daz ice cream fer two years already. 0.0

It started on your birthday and we started to hang out with one another frequently.

Its fun hanging out with you guys including HidayahGoh as well.

Look forward to more of the hang outs. ^^

Lastly, my usual ones/HF.

I love you guys to the core! Haha.

I still remember it all started when i used to have dates with Myy.

Only the both of us would go out and stuffs.

I still remember you lost your ezlink! Heh.

Frm that onwards, met Shee cos she giler2 wanted to meet me at that time! Lol.

We all started hanging out.

Then met Ielah, Azzah, Shima and few others.

It was all girls at that time. Heh.

Then Ham and Qal joined too.

I remember Myy brought them along.

But then she left both of them there, and i started to talk to them.

I missed the times i had with the both of them and us three only.

It was fun. Heh.

And yes, as days passed by, the number increased, bigger family.

Soon, Norra, Haz, Feeno, Rahamoy, Hanna started to join in.

Fiqqo, Zuzu, Aie, Parker, Fir, AF, Fateen too.

Not forgetting Golly, Wan Tissue, Leez, Nisya, Ibrahim, Musaa and Safwann.

Gosh, one big family! :D

The outings we had, fun, laughter, sadness we shared in all aspects of life.

Celebrated each one's birthdays, during Baybeats, gigs. Almost everything.

And we never fail to get bored with one another, never fail to exchange hugs whenever we meet.

We've grown much together and i hope 2009 will be welcoming to more fun outings we previously had.

And as months to come, i hope our friendship will bond even more stronger.

And no one shall separate us together bcos i love you guys, do take note.

Miss you all, we shall meet soon!<3

9:31 AM

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Whoaa. Been awhile.

Been busy lately and yeah its 2009 already! Whoo.

Hoping that it will be more of a better new year.

Although the first day of the year didnt go that well due to some inconsiderate sporeans.

New year's eve was spent with new friends, sorry didnt hang out with the usuals.

Cos i thought everyone had their own plans.

You'll see them in the pictures below.

First we went to orchard, then walked all the way to city hall.

Sat at marina square but decided to go to marina barrage instead to get a better view.

Reached marina bay, too many ppl took the shuttle bus, so we had to walked all the way. And

yes, the distance isnt that near. Its waaaaay far.

Tired we were, but we managed to reach.

Came new year, we had a nice view of the fireworks.

It was all worth it, i guess.

We walked back all the way back to the marina bay mrt.

Damn, our legs were killing us.

One went back home, while the rest tonned.

Yes, i tonned as well. Just like last year.

We walked all the way to dhouby as they thought of playing CS.

But too bad it was full. Managed to bump into the guys, wan, ham, qal and all.

Hugged and wished them new year. A pity couldnt stay with them.

We then walked to fort canning to chill.

Gaaah, i swear my legs were going jelly-like at that moment, climbing up the stairs.

We shared jokes, had much laughter till it ended when i saw this lady who dressed gothic-ly acting weird at the fort canning park.

I was watching her from a distance, although she was with her friend.

That was when i heard a deep voice coming out frm her.

The kind of voice you would hear when someone gets possessed(whatever you spell it).

Three of us were sitting at the top. While the rest was sitting below.

So i told one of them about it. And yeah, it was scary.

I ran down, and the rest asked me why.

Everyone looked but i didnt dare to see it again, just in case.

Who knows she might just approach you and it might go into you instead.

Soon after, we made a move.

Walked all the way to the mrt and waited fer the first train.

Oh, and i havent mention. I was working on new year's day itself in the morning.

Got home at 8, quickly changed and headed fer work.

Good news, i didnt had sleep fer the whole day and i slept late at 4am the day before new year's eve. And my legs were aching from all the walking.

You wouldnt understand the situation im in.

Sleepy i was, tired i am. Still, had the courage to go to work.

And my work has to stand fer 8 hours straight without sitting down.

So you can imagine the torture i was in.

At least i didnt end that late.

On the way home, my legs were killing me and each time i walk, my foot hurts.

Couldnt get any seat though when i boarded the train.

Then, there was two empty seats so i wanted to sit to rest myself.

Fuck, got this one women and her friend who stood beside me.

I was standing in front of the empty seat, while the women stood at the other.

She purposely blocked me and let her friend sit first while she quickly took the other seat.

Wtf, i was fucking piss off with her. And she just sit there, talking to her friend pretending like nothing happen. Fucking kiasu typical sporean! Bitch.

I swear i was piss off with her. If only i could slap her face! Urgh.

After awhile there was an empty seat and i sat.

But there was this indian/bangla/tamale or whatever was sitting beside me.

He purposely lean nearer to me and i was still pissed over that women at that time and he was just adding salt to the wound.

Soon, the girl who sat beside me alighted and i moved to her seat, leaving a space in between me and that fcuking ass. An old man then took the seat in between.

I fell dead asleep and i even missed one station.

Guess what, when i woke up, that asshole was sitting beside me.

Like wtf. He even dropped the same station.

I gave that irritated face and walked away. I nearly wanted to give the finger.

Just how great. Tired, pissed and lethargic enough that i got stressed.

Urgh. Such an irritating way back home.

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Saturday;

Anyway, work was okay so far.

Azam is getting more and more irritating. -.-

That psycho Hidayat is still psycho and i dont like him.

Michael thinks im a hip-hop just bcos i wore baggy pants. -.-

I think im going crazy over the hot cute guy at work! Whoo.

And and, he smiled at me! Lol. Insane.

Ielah got her Ashworth guy, Azzah got her Korean-look guy and ive got mine!

Nyeheh. They are the ones that makes us go to work right ielah! Haha.

So since ive started back working, i wont be free anymore unlike my previous job. I wont have any free days since last week took alot of offs.

Im gonna upload the photos when im free, maybe later on.

I miss the usuals, thats fer sure! *hugs*

See the rest soon. :D

1:25 AM