Monday, December 1, 2008
I dislike guys like you and you and you.
Im sorry though i dont show it but i just do.
Typical in the same way and things are not meant to be that way.
Ive changed my ways and i just loathe typical guys like you.
Im giving up, i really am.
Seems like theyre all the same cos i admire guys who are sweet and loving and i mean it.
But i will know when he's the right one but so far, none.
If only my cat is a human, i'll so love him. Nyehhs.
Try as you may, i know im not ready yet fer all these.
Ive been independent all this while and it will still go on.
And i dont like girls, im sorry to say this but this is my opinion so you can fcuk off if you hate it, who depends on guys to pay fer their food or whatever expenses.
Come on, you expect the guy to pay fer you everytime you guys go out?
And even on the first date or meeting, you expect them to pay fer your meal. -.-
We are ladies/women who are independent unless youre not old enough to realise it.
Depending on parents and family is okay, but not on your date.
I just dont feel good when guys pay fer mine or if they do, i'll pay fer the others and just play fair.
Okay, i do not have issues with anybody here but im just saying things that i wanna say out.
I do not know whats up with me but im not feeling normal right now. =\
Im having alot of thoughts in my head and i need to release it.
Im on depressing mode right now.
Its just not my day today and yesterday.
Its over, im giving up on relationships, period. =\
8 months ive hold it and i can hold it longer.
I love my friends much more and thats that.
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`Anyways, ignore my moody talks.
I was just not myself when typing it. Lets do some yoga!
-.- Now, muslims still can do yoga depending you dont chant whatever things that doesnt go with our religion.
To think they would banned it in the first place.
But nehh, i dont do yoga. But my sis had done it before. Fer yoga classes i mean.
Anyways, ive been working four days straight since friday!
Its been hectic and tiring fer me.
But oh well, hoping pay day will pay it off, which i do not know when it'll be.
Hoping that its soon cos its already December! Yay! Not. -.-
Oh, i saw Shima and her family earlier on.
Surprised to see her as i didnt managed to see her on saturday.
Lastly, work was boring today sitting at the kiosk at the Singapore Flyer. =\
Afiq quitted work due to the people there. Now ive no one to talk to and take the same cab home.
Blehh. I think i need better things to say in my blog from now on. 0.0
I need a sparkle in my life.

I love my cat more than anyone else. Seems like he hates taking photos. He's giving me this face. -.-"
11:35 PM