Saturday, August 23, 2008
Yes, ive been feeling like a pathetic-little-girl-who-needs-erm-everything.
I dont know whats wrong with me these days.
Oh wait, maybe i do. Not everyone i told why.
Cos it isnt necessary to some.
But i wanna say thank you to those who has given me some advices and asking me too cheer up.
Although i said i cant, you guys never fail to help me. Hearts you guys.
And though they dont read my blog, i wanna say thanks.
You guys should know who you are.(:
And so, its not pms.
Its just a girl thingy. We tend to think too much?
Two of my friends, qissy and sri, was in the same situation as me.
Qissy, you should be happy now. Be strong and you shall wait fer the time to pass by.
It isnt that long. If you love him, you can wait.(:
Sri, i know its hard. Its hard fer me too.
I understand how you feel cos im in your situation too.
We shall meet up soon and talk aites.(:
As usual, went to jamm with heartfelt and hidayahg yesterday night.
It was kinda short to me as hid and me left early after the jamm.
And i wasnt feeling like myself also. Hmms.
So i had to be home by 11 and i was late, as usual.
My sis has been saying im coming home more late these days. Hais.
Its not on purpose tht i wanna come home late even.
So i shall be meeting my other makkals later today.
Its time to meet them. Been ages since ive seen them.
I hope i will feel better after that. We shall see how.
So where has my fun and laughter gone to?:(
Down the drain i guess.
I seem to ferget whats laughter. I need it.
Can someone bring the laughter back to me.
Laughter is the best medicine. Its the only med i need now.
Its been too long, im getting sick.
Sick with sadness and all those negative stuffs.
Mummy, i think i have fallen in love.
I have not experienced like this before.
But i do not knoww. If the other way ard feels the same.
Im scared. Love is just too complicated and tough fer everyone to handle.
I shall just let time do its work instead now. Studies first.
Its just two months away. I need to get my butt down and study ASAP.
Urrrgghh. -___-
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