here i am at home, bored. decided not go out cos i came back home late yesterday. met up with qal and ham at the east. theyre a fun bunch. but they had to do their houses, so they were very busy. helped them out abit. and i helped ham to make a mailbox fer the house. it looks cute, nyahah. qal house is like a forest, full of green while ham house is total white over a plain field. seeing them do it interests me alot. building drafting is their course, so i wonder if poly has a course something like that, i would really want it. ^^ talking about poly, i do not know yet what course i wanna be in. so long it doesnt have physics. but i want maths. bleargh. accounting may be a choice. and i know which poly i do not want to go to. so i still have the other choices. okay enough. all these talking will make me worry about Olvl. i have yet to start revising. i really have to start it soon, maybe now. i realise my concentration isnt the same as it was starting of the year, where i go do my homework almost everyday. and my results werent that bad except fer my humanities. -.- so now, i know where i stand. almost at the back of the class. i really have to start. kay no point saying when the action is not yet done. kitty step je. so yeah. and yesterday i just realised that my hand got bruises. one on my right the other on my left. must be those two guys. they abuse kitty cat, im gonna complain to spca. nyahahs. but really they like carry and push me here and there. that explains the blue black. must be on tues. met up with myy first then those two joined us. always a total chaos at mac. -.-' photos photos photos are not yet done. haha. no i mean, i cant find the memory card reader anywhere. i dont remember where did i last put it. i'll only be putting up the very old photos i have yet to post it in. and yeahh. i fergot to mention this in the last post. Ryan, a friend of mine, whom i thought had pass on, came back alive! kay let me rephrase it cos you may not understand. Ryan whom we thought had died, came back alive. i mean not as in the body come back alive. ppl claimed that he's dead when he's actually not. get what i mean? -.-' what i meant is that he lived in paris and singapore [which idk if its true]. Ruz darling and him were together last time so yeah. he lives in paris while ruz stays here, in singapore. so i heard the news from ruz a long long time ago last year after raya, that ryan passed away cos he had brain tumour. i was shocked and yes i was pretty sad. cos ryan is a sweet guy. and he's like my best friend in msn. but initially i didnt wanna believe that he had gone, but sometimes things are meant to be. so yeah i accepted it. ruz darling was the most affected one of all, her Olvl flung due to the bad news. and her O's were like just around the corner. i dont know how she coped with that. so last week ryan suddenly came online. and i was pretty shocked! so i approached him online and ask if its really him cos i thought he was gone. cant possibly be his spirits playing the comp right. -.-' so yes, it was him. i immediately called ruz and told her. got to know she knew too cos he's been msging her. but he said that him being dead wasnt fer me or the rest. it was only fer ruz. so he's actually faking it. and i really really feel sad fer ruz. haiyoo. so everyone else has got it all wrong. and its all a mess. i knew ryan would be back someday. and it came true. but ruz and me wonder, if he is really true. a person, ryan jared, who exists in this world. no offence, but even his friends made up stories fer him. i wonder if i could see him real. everything was a mess. but i said to him its okay. lets just hope everything will be back to normal. but i hadnt talk to him fer the past few days. ive been too busy these day, i rarely got time. im sorry if i dont talk much or dont talk at all. im busy, please understand. friendster comments are way delayed cos i dont have the time. even now im too lazy. i need to get a cat nap, now. so goodnight everyone. kitty wanna sleep like garfield. byeee. :D ♥