hais. things have changed. time has passed. i dont know if i can hold on anymore. why is it all my fault. i dont get it cos at times you didnt show me love. yeah, blame it all to me. its not like everytime its all mine. you avoid me and to think i still think that its nothing. you did it back to me, are you happy now. well at least you have your friends to turn to, but i dont knw if i do. hais. yeah im immature. yeah im still young huh. you lied to me. you took revenge. so much fer your words. you lied through your teeth. oh wait, everyone lies, every single day. you acted nice to me like as if nothing happened. i didnt knw you could do this too. yeah maybe its true. maybe i dont know you maybe you dont know me. much heart broken that i am to hear about what had happened yesterday. i wont know if you had done it times too. you done what i did. let me ask, will this ever end. maybe not. dont say those words if you dont mean it. then whats the point. then whats the point now when you dont feel the exact same way like we did 9 months and 19 days ago. i grew my love fer you all these times when initially at first we didnt love each other that much. i still remember how we got into a relationship. well do you? i wonder why things have become like this. i didnt mean to say all this, i didnt mean fer things to be like this. we're different now. everyone's changing. youre not who i expect to be, im not whom you expect to be. i dont know if i can hold on. i dont know if i can stand it anymore. so much of me loving someone who doesnt really love me back that much.

let me just end this now. but i still love you, i just dont want to let you go. i dont know if you feel the same way too.