Thursday, January 10, 2008
one hour and 21 mins more till 11 jan.
you may not know, but its my monthsary with venom.
not 050607. but 110607.
happy yes, we've been together fer 7 months already.
not a year plus or how long you guys thought it was.
7 months only.
we've been through ups and downs.
argued, quarrelled, disagreed, jealousy,
loved, affection, passion, emotion, adored, appreciation.
though it seems like alot alot of things has happened.
but i dont want it to affect us. of course not.
youre busy, and so am i. we rarely meet i accepted that and trying to adapt it.
im sorry but im a lady. its what every girl need.
im sorry ive been a burden or created problems to you.
its because i love you and i never want to lose you.
you are too precious i cant bear to see anyone else with you.
for thou are mine; besides your family.
i miss you a zillion times more than you do. its true.
i shed my tears fer you.
and i would rather die first than to see you die before me.
im too used being close with you, i can never be apart from you.
not even for a short distance.
i dont knw why. but i think the problem lies with me.
that everytime causes things to happen.
i swear like a bad habit i miss you.
i tend to go crazy bcos i love you.
i tend to speak nonsense bcos words cant express my love to you.
i tend to cry bcos i cant bear to lose you.
i tend to make you angry bcos i wanna see how much you love me too.
i tend to say this to make you and me realise.
that we love each other very much.
i cant bear to even lose you.
dont you leave me.
dont you leave me alone.
dont you let me die.
dont you let me die in regret.
dont you love me.
dont you love me, cos i do.
i hope we'll just stay happy as long as we can.
promise me you'll be there for me.
dont you ever bid gd bye to me.
i have always love you all this while.
since the first day i met you.
for there shall not be the last day.
are you willing to be here fer me, always?
i just want you to be happy.
thats all i can ask for.
i had never loved someone as much fer you.
i treasured every moment we had.
lets all be happy and make a happy ending last.
i never want to be alone;
i never want this to happen;
Happy 7th monthsary bby. ♥ ♥
my bro gg ns tomorow. i shall wish him luck. sorry i cant send you off cos im schling.
we shall miss you. ♥
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