Friday, January 4, 2008
im drowning in my sleep;
i aint sure of whats happening to me. tell me.
i dont knw whats wrong with me. im thinking that i might go insane.
i shall put the blame on my pms instead. and you can put the blame on me too.
;Don't think I wanna know
I gotta go
Before I go crazy
I let go in every way
Cos' anyway
I know that you hate me;
im sorry baby. i lost my control.
i wished the word sorry will turn sadness to hapiness,
anger to the feeling of cloud nine.
;I miss the part
When we were moving forward now
But maybe someday
I'll be something more than love
Just know I'll never tell;
i wont compromise myself;
we speak of different voices. why cant we say what we're thinking of?
shall i blame it on the weather?
its gloomy and grey.
its making my mood the same.
staring at the sky, daydreaming my head off.
making my mind wild guesses. and me speaking nonsense to you.
can we play a part in shakespeare? where everything's heaven. its just a midsummer night dream, right.
love looks not with the eyes but with the mind.
i swear like a bad habit i miss you.
i tend to go crazy bcos i love you.
i tend to speak nonsense bcos words cant express my love to you.
i tend to cry bcos i cant bear to lose you.
i tend to make you angry bcos i wanna see how much you love me too.
i tend to say this to make you and me realise.
that we love each other very much, we tend to argue.
more in sorrow than in anger.
i never wish to regret anything ive done.
i nvr wish one day i'll say 'if only i could turn back time'.
im not hiro nakamura, you knw.
maybe its just a bad day, a bad time, a bad mood that cause this.
i nvr want to blame you, but you can put the blame on me.
here i am, wishing everything, everyone would disappear, just so we culd spent time together, alone.
but hey, it only happens in fairytales, guy meets girl, get married and lives happily ever after.
*poof* dream on, kitty. it can only happens in dreams/fantasy. nvr in reality.
being alone is not a gd choice, sulking forever wont do any good either. then what else?
what else am i to do? im speechless. im useless. im heartless.
will you promise to be there for me always when i need you?
will you always be by my side?
will you always lend me your shoulder when i need it to cry on?
will you kiss me when im lovesick?
will you hug me like you nvr want to let me go?
will you give me the strength when im weak?
will you do anything just to make me smile?
will you always be beside me and look into my eyes when i wake up in the morning?
will you say you truly love me and only me?
will you? WILL YOU??
but hey, i will always love you no matter what.
keep that in mind. ♥
;I don't think you know
What these words mean
I don't think you know
What we could be
But I will wait forever
cause I think you're the one;
3:19 PM
Kittie Perry, ♥
